the-episodes-of-my-existence

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-11T02:48:00.000-07:00

grabe!!! super tagal na since nung last upd8 ko! sobrng busy kase aq eh. ewn ko b kng bket cla onins and fran lagi pa reng nkkpg-upd8. aq kase paguwe ko sa bahy derecho 2log n eh....so aun...

ngaun lang ulet...finals wik kase namen. naghahapit kase aq ng grade. antomy and healthcare! biruin mo pati healthcare prob q? actually d nmn aq bbgsk kaso mababa eh. ala sa dos. tapos knkabhn na q sa ana q. nung mga nkkraang quizzes mejo ok nmn ung mga results. kya lng ung last practical quiz nmen sumabit eh. 3 nlng pasdo na. dpt tlga ppsa aq eh.kaso ung tv nlgy ko tidal wave. tapos ung collecting duct, nlgy ko conducting duct. at sa pgkktnda q meron pang iba. nung monday..oct. 9 practicals nmen. ewn q lng, mdami-dmi nmn aqng nsgot pero ewn q lng kung psdo un. mkkbwi p kaya aq? dapat super taasn q ung grand finals ska pre-finals....pero kya ko kya un? prng di q kkyanin kng mpapaalis aq d2. ayoko eh! prng nkkhiya....

kanina exm on health care. grabe! super hirap! ansAKIT sa ulo...i studied pero di q gamay ung communication. tapos ung bedmaking pa! sna tama ung numbering q. sna tlga pasdo aq.... GOD help me!

kanina nbsa q blog n yna...ewn q...mejo tinamaan aq dun sa radiance. pero ngsbi lng nmn aq ng 22o nung tinanong aq nung kaklase nya kung my duda aq. oo may duda aq kahit pano...pero kng my pera lng tlga aq...susubukan q. chaka ndi nmn aq nagdududa sau yna. dahil nga sau kya gs2 qng smali eh. kng iba ung nag-invyt sken di aq sasali. pero ikaw un eh. wla lng tlga aqng mpagkukunan. wlng-wla tlga aq ngayon eh. tapos ang pgkakaalala q tinext kta n bday n jen. kase pti nga c kit tnxt q eh! at c kim dn. alm q tlga tnxt kta...ewn q lng kng bakt inde m ntnggp.. wag k n mgalet or magtampo samen......

kahapon may nangyre. di q n ime2ntion ung name pero alm n un ng tropang wlang gawa. kahpon, wyl w8ing for our proctor...c toot nag-da-dial. super dial tlga xa!!!! ayun npgkkatuwaan 2loy nmen. pero nde nya alm n npncn namen. ewn q lng ha? pero nde nmn ata eh. tapos nung uwian na humawak b nmn saken! nwla sa icp q ehh! todo hawak xa dun sa id holder ko! e2 nmng c joyce nde pinaalala...yan tuloy na-virusan aq! ngayon pinunas-punas q s knla. kla nla aq lng ha???? dapt pti kau noh!!! ayun...ang gross lng!

cs exm tom! ang haba ng aaralen. super! andame q p ngang aaralen eh. aaral p q anatomy....bkt b kse ang antukin q??? sna kase nde nlng pra nkkpag-puyat aq ng todo...kaso nde eh!!! try q nga mamyA...

jen belated! love u!

pagrai X3

2006-08-12T11:11:00.000-07:00

PAGRAI X3

pumunta kame ulet sa pagrai kahapon to take the bp's of those we interviewed.luckily ung isang family na initerview ko, 3 ung pedng i-bp. ung 2 pa dun eh matataba. grabe antaas nga eh! ung nanay ata if im not mistaken 190-170/140. nalimutan ko n kc eh...tapos pinatapos samen n ser ung interview. mabuti nlng may nakita pa kong isa. hbng nag-iinterview aq, ngpaalm c joyce. akla ko nmn kng san lang ppnta. nung pagkatapos ko, di na bumalik. kya bumalik n kme n elain sa bus. on the way pabalik sa skul, nanood kame sa bus nung high school musical. grabe ang cool pla ng movie na yon, ngayon ko lang nlmn. eh lagi nila ung pnaguuspn.

then we went at onins' house to rest. nkkpagod kase pero ansaya nmn. ngluto ako ng ulam ska fries. wla kase ung katulong nla kya nag-sub aq.. pagkaluto...after a while kumaen n kame.

naligo aq...kase init na init n q. pnahiram ako ni niño ng tuwalya niyang puno ng himulmol na kapag pinunas mo sa katawan mo, matitira ung mga himulmol. nkkazar nga eh nagpunas pa tuloy aq nung tshirt na suot ko b4 naligo. ang hirap kase tanggalen.may nangyare pla kina onins pero di ko pwde sabhn eh...

pabalik na kameng skul, antraffic! azar nga eh...dadaan p nmn ako sa comp shop n ej, andun n kse c ray-an. ipapatabi ko ung tackle box. ang hirap kse bitbitin.aun 2loy di ako nkpg-stay..panu b nmn 5 mins nlng klase na. ska andaming tao sa shop eh.

den nagdiscuss kame sa philo..at marame aqng hndi sinang-ayunan sa mga cnb n ser. well anyways, ayko i-share eh. tas c jako as usual andun nnmn. at naninigil pa! grabe meron n nga xang sarili gs2 pa nya humingi ng komisyon. prng ndi xa kaibgn. pag-iicpn ko pa kng mgbbgy aq. then cs...binigay lang ung quiz namen n pgkatagal-tagal na eh ska lang binalik. ang galing ko...49/50.. well nag-aral nmn tlga aq. katwiran q kase dpat e2ng mga minor man lng dpt mataas. mbababa kase aq sa mga major.

tapos pauwe na kame. pmnta aq kina ej. nung palabas na ko, nkta q cna cuevas, ska c mark ata un..tumawed. pauwi na. kya naisip ko cgro sawa n cla mglaro. kya umwi ng maaga.biruin mo arw2 b nmn nandun cla eh. sakto andun n xa sa labas, wid enald and ej. akla nia cgro 730 p ko lalabas. well maaga nga kase kameng dinismiss.

b4 umwe dumaan kame ng rob. at kumaen sa mcdo.

un lamang...^.^

aug. 09-11

2006-08-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

AUG. 09- AUG. 11

ok... bale nung aug. 09, nag-community ulet kame dun sa pagrai(fyi, pagrai is in antipolo....somewhere near cogeo...actually we just live near the place) but before that...i've done some usual routines, un nga nagkita kame n ray-an sa mcnag kse sby kme ppsok..eh kya lang 530 na q nagcng s0 malamang antagl n niya q inintay dun eh 6 am ung usapan namen. edi xempre mejo naasar xa saken.. pero after a while ok nmn nah... di ko n 2loy xa nalutuan nung chicken curry.. edi aun na nga, i was wearing my p.e. tshirt, ung green. eh dapt yellow xa kya lang ung yellow ko di pa nllbhan nung mga time n un kya ung green nlng. wen i arrived at school, xempre batian wid my classmates. and den, nagkausap kame n jayven.. he asked me kng baket i was wearing the green t-shirt instead of the yellow one..and i told him the reason...den sabe nya sana nag-white t-shirt nlng aq.. sb q nmn, i have a white one pero my mlke xang print so its better to wear the green p.e rather than ung white t-shirt n dla q.. and then suddenly, nglbs xa ng plain white t-shirt...he handed it to me..hiramin q muna daw.. i said thanks... i just realized the jayven was really very nice.. i'm beginning to like him more( ndi ung mga crush2 jan ha? nbabaitan lang aq s knya...)

nung andun n kame, we were assigned to interview 3 families per student.. grabe ngkakalituhan pa kame kng anung unit b dpt... akla namen n joyce unit 1 eh 3 pla dapat...buti nlng cnamahan kame nung tanod. tinulungan pa nya kameng maghnp ng ma-i-intrvw...ang swerte namen hehe.. kya lang kinulang kame ng tig-isa.. panu b nmn kase a day before our section arrived, may mga nag-interview n plng iba sa mga taga-dun kya eion, nahirapan n 2loy kameng mghnp ng mga ma-iinterview... ansaya talaga... naron ung muntikan na qng madulas kase ang dulas nung lupa..para kameng nag-ha-hiking..tapos muntikan pa kong habulin ng aso..actually hinabol n nga nya q eh buti nlng mejo nklyo aq agd...tapos c joyce nmn gumapang para lang makaakyat dahel sa sobrang dulas tas wla pa kameng makapitan.. c onins naduals daw, tas c kim nabutas ung pantalon...at eto pa.. inabutan kame ng malakas na ulan...basang-basa aq.. gumamet pa q ng dahon ng saging..haha..pero parang wala ring nangyare..nbsa pa ren aq.. tapos nung pababa na kame pabalik sa bus(kame nlng kc ung wla:aq, joyce, kim, onins, nathan, jr, francis, ivy and kit) para kameng dumadaan sa falls kase anlakas n tlga nung buhos ng ulan pababa... basang-basa ung sapatos, medyas, ska pantalon q! in short, kulang nlng maligo n q...

and den ng-practice kme ng chorale nung 3 nah.. tas philo and den cs(xempre wla nnmn kameng gnwng makatuturan)

tas sabay kame ulet umuwe...pinuntahan q xa kina e.j..

nung thurs nmn.. ngpnta ako TUA kase e2ng c aef ngppdla nung pe tshirt.. den pmnta aq kina onins... nag-computer..tumambay at nakikain..imbes na mag-aral yan ang gnwa q... tapos nalow bat aq...as in nag-empty bat tlga! di ko tuloy alm kng anu oras kame mgkkta kya nung mga bndang mag-ti-3 na, bumalik aq skul tas pinuntahan ko xa kina ej, luckily andun n pla cla..xa ska mga kaklase nya. nag-do2ta. aun, muntikn n kameng umwe kase b nmn nahihiya aqng pumask andame kaseng tao. pero bmlik din kame.. nagkron p kame ng small show kase hinampas ko xa sa harap ng mrmng tao, ang hilig kaseng mamilit...pinagtawanan tuloy kame nung mga kaklase nya..tas pinagpatuloy nya ung pgllro nya hbng aq nmn busy sa pgbbsa ng fhm magazines... un lng kase ung meron dun aside from the magazines na tungkol sa cars..eh anu nmng alm q dun? at least dun sa fhm andun c cindy kurleto..ang ganda nya nga dun eh.. sobrng lamig dun sa shop i have to borro ray-an's jacket..kahet nga may jacket anlamig pa ren...after nla mglaro, they had beer..onti lang ininom ni vee kase uuwe pa kame. gabi n kame nakaalis...around 7 n un..i think they had a great time..

tas ngaun..aug.11...fyi: 49th monthsary namen...4 yrs and 1 month...musta nmn un? hehe tatag tlga.. anatomy exams..bagsakers aq alm ko..ewan q ba wla kase tlga aq sa mood mag-aral... babawi nlng aq sa exams.. maipapasa ko nmn cgro un noh? after all 3 chapters lng unlike nung prelims 7 chapters...nag-practice ulet kame sa chorale pero after q pmnta dun, pinuntahan q muna xa kina ej...nag-aalala n kase aq panu b nmn di ngtxt ng buong arw, ngtxt lng nung andun na xa. bumili kame ng fud sa jollibee and to my surprise, andun ung mga kaklase ko..tas mga 5 balik skul for the practice, 6 dismiss na tas bndang 630 umwi n kame.

haay....kakapagod...ang hirap tlgng maging nursing student...lalo n pg ang arte ng skul n pinapasukan m0...

aug.06-aug.08 happenings

2006-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

ANATOMY QUIZ AND PRACTICALS

2006-08-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

Anatomy Quiz and Practicals

ya, as the title implies i'll tell you guys about the anatomy quiz and practicals which happened 1-1/2 hour ago. the 2nd part, which was 51 items was REALLY, as in REALLY HARD! but the 1st part, which was 25 or 30 items, was a bit easy, i just hope i'll pass even just that one. and the practical exam was basically easy. i think i'll pass, i hope so. i'm beginning to like anaphysio now because i'm starting to pass the quizzes given to us. the first quiz was last tuesday on the laboratory part. i passed it so i really had a good start. i promised myself i'll pass the upcoming quizzes after that and i think i'm beginning to fulfill that promise of mine. only that i'm really sure that i won't pass the 2nd part that we just had. but i know i'll pass the other quizzes after this. i feel happy :)

the chorale practice scheduled today was postponed. i dunno why. thats why i am here, at the school's internet laboratory because i decided to spend my time here while waiting for ray-an who'll fetch me later.

so that's it...

feeling bored....

wanna go home...

bye...

2006-07-29T00:23:00.001-07:00

july 29, 2006

kktamad...mamya nlng aq mg-a-upd8... bulok kase tong i-lab d2 sa feeling university na school namen...

lecheng anatomy ka!

2006-07-21T00:09:00.000-07:00

i did my best...but i guess my best wasn't good enough...

perfect song for the moment...

u see antagal qng di nakapag-upd8 sa blog n 2 dahel sa pagiging busy q sa mga school stuffs...lalo na sa pag-aaral sa anatomy pero bakit ganun?

i really did my best(though i didn't gave my all...rhyme?) i failed my anatomy exam again. i dunno kung pano pa q mkkbwe, i just hope i'll pass the lecture part.kahit ung prelims lang....
i envy my friends...ung mga bago. antatalino nila... lagi nalang silang pasado sa mga quizzes and everything...samantalang aq 3 lang ata ung naipasa qng quiz. baket ganon? mag-aral man aq o hinde ganun pa ren ung kalalabasan ng grade q. baket kase di nalang 50 ung passing out of 100? baket kelangan pang 70? di ba mxdong mataas? kung ganon lang sana edi sana lage aqng pasado... sobrang problema q tlga 2ng subj n 2... baket gan2 d2 sa feeling university na college n 2?(tnx 2 yna for the feeling university part..) kunsabagay naiintindihan q nmn cla kase kung di na nga magnda ung nursing d2 eh anu pang ipgmmlake nla?

haaayyy...nakaka depress tlga...nahihiya aq sa parents q kase ang mahal2 ng tuition q tas gn2 ung mga grades q... andrama tlga db? eh sa e2 tlga ung nrrmdaman q at dis very moment eh.. parang nung h.s. aq kahet di aq mag-aral lage aqng pasado...nakakasama p q sa top 10. ngaun im nobody n tlga...shit!!!! gs2 q ng umwi para magmukmok pero may practice p kame ng chorale...di q nmn pwdng iwalang bahala 2...saka susunduin p q n ray-an...sa kanya nlng aq iiyak... buti na nga lang anjan xa kya lage aqng may karamay...xa den ung malakas mambola saken...pero xempre sabi nya lahat un 220...

ano ba kaseng dapat qng gawen? anlaki ng problema q noh? isang subj lang pero parang guguho na mundo q...pero kaya q 2...sa tingin q kulang pa...baka kailangan q nang isubsob sa ulo q ung libro...ganun b un? baka dapat di n q m2log para lang pumasa...bsta bahala na... bsta kaya q 2... T_T

at teka lang gs2 qng magparinig d2 sa blog q...ewan q lng kng binabasa m0 pa 2...sana nga,,,kase ayus-ayusin m yang buhay m0....akla m kase kung cno ka...ngaun alm q n kung anu ung 2nay mong ugali...nagccc aq kng baket naging close pa tayo...sana nga di nlng kita nakilala...muntik mo ng sirain ung buhay q alm m b yon? pero alm q ma-re-realize q den ung pagkakamali q kung gnwa q un...buti nlng tlga...saka goodluck sau ha? pero isa lang mssbe q sao...WALA KANG KWENTA!!!! PRAMIS!

at ikaw jako! akala mo b nnkawen q ung color pencil mo na silver at ayw mong ipahiram saken? eh kulang pa kase ung kulay nung ribs q...ttpusin q sana sa room eh di nmn tau mgkaklase...tapos ayaw mong ipahiram? at tlgng kahet n magtampo aq ayw m pa ren...sobra ka! nasaktan aq dun s gnwa mo akla mo ba!?.......FEELER!

i feel defeated... ung mga nananakit jan saken u know who you are....

im sick!

2006-06-20T22:07:00.000-07:00

im sick....really not feeling well and yet i dont feel like goin home unlike those who usually feel bad...

i have colds...and my sore throat aches...i really hate this feeling...

bye.

well,well,well

2006-06-18T19:48:00.001-07:00

first week of classes is over nd second week n ngayon.

i'm at the internet lab in school with my friend jonathan. the others went to realms to play counterstrike. actually they were asking me to join them but i refused because i dont feel like playing.

the first week was cool. new subjects and new profs. and they are stricter in the uniforms now. u really have to wear a tank top shirt underneATH your blouse and u have to tie your hair in a bun. for me it looks ok...very neat and i like it.

anatomy...i know this subject will really be a hard one but i wont allow myself to fail.

we had an orientation..welcoming us to the 2nd level of our journey on becoming nurses..(hehe :D) and i think they are threatening us with the battery exams..GPA and interview...i just hope i'm one of those who'll graduate here. i really dont like to transfer to other schools anymore coz ive grown used to TCQC.

we also have our health care 101 and we're on the classroom for a whoping 6 hours...san k p db? and thats for wednesday and saturdays. its really boring and i already wanna go home but of course i can't. i have to w8 for the instructor to dismiss us. but luckily he allowed us to have a break and return at 11 am. and around 12 he dismissed us. i just hope next meeting he's going to dismiss us early again.

nga pla, vee and i watched the omen nung last thurs. astig kya nung movie. sabi ni onins it isnt beautiful but i really enjoyed it a lot. i was always shocked with the scenes hehe and the child there was really frightening...he really is a demon...

here's my sched...for those who wants to know...

mon: 9-11:00 am(PE- TEAM SPORTS)
11-12:00 pm(BREAK)
12-4:30 pm(NSTP)

tues and fri: 12-1:30 pm (ANATOMY LEC)
1-4:30 pm (ANATOMY LAB)

wed and sat: 7:30-1:30 pm(HEALTH CARE/RLE)
1:30-4:30 pm (BREAK>>>tagal db?kainis!)
4:30-6:00 pm (PHILO)
6:00-7:30 pm (COMSCI)

thurs...ala pasok

so aun..

till next time...

well,well,well

2006-06-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

060906

2006-06-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

At last nkpa-upd8 n ren.tingin q nmn ala nmn ngbbsa n2 eh kundi c francis. Xa nga lang din ng-ta-tag d2 eh.

Grabe first day of classes is approaching. Excited? Yea I think so coz for sure I’ll get to know lots of people dahel nahati ung section namen kya mrame aqng new classmates. Nakabili na q ng new pair of shoes, bag, pens, slippers(nnmn) ska watch, both eh gift saken ng luvee q. di nmn aq mxdo excited db? Hehe,kahapon kame bumili.dahil wla nmn aqng ikukwnto, kwn2 ko nlng ung nagyre kahapon.

We were late dun sa pearsonvue(fyi, un ung exam n may bayad DAW sabe ni jako). Pero wala nmng kaso kahet na late kame. Nilakad lang namen cmula dun sa mrt ayala station hanggang dun sa building. Malapit lang nmn eh, 15 min walk. Sayang naman kng ita-taxi p namen un eh kabisado nmn nya kng pano pasikot-sikot dun. Ewan q ba, andame nya tlgng alm pntahan, una naming punta( with niño nag-taxi kame kase di nmn lam kng san un, pauwe nlkad nlng namen,alam n kase nya kng panu pabalik). Akala q mlayo pero nde nmn pla. TAs saglit lang kame ng-exam, kktamad kase. Mga 1 hr lang ata umalis n kame agad. Nauna na kame umalis, inwan namen c onins. Tas pnta kame hospital dahel andun lola q. After namen dumalaw, pnta nmn kame megamall, kaen sa mxt,tas stroll pra bumili ng sapatos. Grabe andame qng hinanapan, wala tlga aqng Makita, kase ang ppngit nung mga sapatos. Di q mga type. Pero my nakita din aq sa cardam’s pero 2mingin-tngn pa ren kme. Tapos,,,, nung ala n tlga aqng Makita, bumalik n lng kame dun. Ang cute nga nung sapatos, parehas naming type. Mababa lang ung taking pero girly ung itsura nya. Tas n2wa p q kase mura lang, wala pang 1k. aun.tas stroll2 ulet.nglaro ng video game tas pnta dept store. (tama b?nde n ata chronological ung kwnto q ah?) bsta aun,tingin2,bili kase aqng bag.luckily may na-typan aq sa heartstrings.binili q na. worth 390.hehe mura lng ulet haha!ü saket2 n nga ng paa namen ang gulo ko kase endi aq mkapili ng kung ano tlga gs2 q kya nalibot namen ung buong megamall ng kung ilang beses bago aq nakapili nung tlgng gs2 q..

Uwe n sna kame, mga 4 or 5 n ata un.bili ticket, sakay mrt. Kapoy(visayan word 4 pagod) tlga sobra. Ang inet2! Pero enjoy nmn hehe as in…inwy2 q pa xa. Tapos, nung nsa cubao na kame, nkskay na kame pauwe. Bigla nmn aqng ngyaya sa robinson metro east.hehe xempre pngbgyan nya pa ren aq kahet pagod n tlga kame. Ansaket n tlga ng mga paa namen. Ikot2 sa loob ng dept store. Bibilan nya sana aq nung diesel na slippers kaso naisip q watch nlng. Un nmn tlga ung dpt n bblin nya para saken kya lang nkita q kase ung tsinelas.pero bndang huli watch n ren tlga. Dapat noon p nya q bibilan kas0 sabi q sama aq pra makapili aq(demanding db?) So aun, pgklbas namen dept store, bili sa fruitas ng shake dahel uhaw n kame, pagkaubos, balik dept store. On the way nakakita aq dun sa silverworks, timex den, red ung strap. Pero tiningnan q ulet ung nsa dept store, tas lumabas ulet pra 2mingin nmn dun sa mismong stand. Ang gulo q kase di aq makapili ng kung ano tlga gs2 q. sinukat q, balik ulet sa silverworks, sinuket q den ung timex watch dun at ive decided na ung nsa mismong store nlng ung bilin q. tas nung ibabalot na, may nakita nnmn aqng isa pa. at without a second thought, pinalitan q ung binabalot. Binilan p pla nya q ng slippers sa banana peel..ang cute nga eh. Ngayon, gs2 qng ipapalit ung watch dun sa original na napili q. sabe nmn nung ngttnda pwede eh within 7 days kya tom ipapapalit q hehe :D

Un lang..e2 ang mga nangyare saken yesterday. Sana napagod k den sa pgbbsa haha!ü

finally.....

2006-06-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

finally...

Hehe antagl q ng di nkkpag-ol.nkktamad kase dahil ala nmn mxdo nangyri. Lapit na pasukan, sa 13. nag-enrol kame nung may 31. unfortunately marame samen ang nahiwalay. Kaya ayun sad nga eh kase di q n ktabi si Jako. For the first time, cno n kya bgo q mkktabe? Well kng cnu man xa sna mabaet xa. Section 17 kame. Mon-sat ang pasok except thurs. sana nga pati Monday wala kase chorale kame, kya sana exempted pa ren kame. Tas ang malupet s sked namen eh kpg wed and sat 7:30 am up to 7:30 pm kame.san k p dbuh? Anung oras n q mkkuwe nun? Mga 9? Eh ala nmn aq mggwa eh. Cla ung nggbgay ng sked. Para ngang hs eh. Kaibhn lang eh open door policy cla. Aun, sana mging ok den ung grades q kase ung summer gpa q eh ok nmn. 1.5 mataas n kumpara sa date. Pero I will try my very best to attain higher grades pra m2wa parents q and c ray-an saken. Yun lang marameng nkkasar n nangyre pero di q n ime-mention kase ala nmn kwnta un eh…karamihan sa family q…buti nlng nanjan c ray-an q para damayan aq….he’s really god’s greatest gift to me….i love him so much...di q alm ggwen q kung wala xa :) ^_^

Aun lang bb nah…

salamat!

2006-05-26T15:29:00.001-07:00

Salamat !

Just wanna say thanks sa lahat ng mga bumati saken khpon. namely:luvee,nathan,t.leny,carl,jako,ate ella,aef,miguel,joyce,kimbie,jen,yna,niño,cis,van,family q, lola q,daddy ronald(thru frendster)ska c anne ata 2ng isa(di q xe alm kng kaninong no. to eh). dun s mga nde nkkalm b-day q kase khpon, may 26. kya aun.

hmmm, ang gnwa namen eh pmnta lng ng mall. kumaen. alm nio b naiiyk aq ppnta dun kase tlgng frustrated aq dahel wlang nngyre sa bday q. may balak p nmn sna aq kaso d n2loy. umiyk ng tlga aq eh. feelng q kase 18th bday q, once in a lifetime lng pero prng d nila pnhlghn. nung nandun n kame, knausp aq ng mommy q. she interrupted hbng cnusungtn q c ray-an(xempre ksma xa) den talked 2 me. sb nia alm daw nia n nafu-frustr8 aq. sna lng daw maiintndhn q and mtnggp kng anu kyang ibgy ng dad q. sb q "oo alm q n un." she said ayusin q daw mukha q. sb q nmn "anung mggwa q kng tlgng naasar aq?eh s ndi aq n22wa eh." she cried, kya naisp q hahayaan q nlng tlga nd mgeenjoy nlng aq. nkonsensya n kc aq kht wla nmn tlga aqng kslanan. daddy q lng nmn kase tlga ang may ayw. my relatives keep on buggng my dad hanggang bago cla umalis ysterday pero tlgng ayw niyng sumama. nung pauwi n kme ska q lng nlmn, province daw kase ung gs2 q, mlyo daw di daw kya ng dad q. cgro nga he's really not feeling well. haaay, dbale, nagenjoy dn nmn aq kht pano.

later mgllnis aq. mglu2to and the likes. bukas alis kame n ate, ewn q lng kng ssma c ray-an. my bibilin kase kame. :)

salamat!

2006-05-26T15:29:00.000-07:00

summer classes are over

2006-05-24T14:37:00.000-07:00

sa wakas tapos n ren ang summer namen (dont get me wrong ha?reqd un). last exam namen sa ethics. tngin q mggng ok ang mga grades q. im not so sure sa math, marame kase aqng mbbng quiz dun but im sure na mataas aq s histo kase pnkta n samen ung midterm grade namen. sa ethics nmn sna di aq bmb ng dos kase tngn q mbbwsn p ungt grade q dahel mejo nhrpn aq dun sa final exam. ayan kasi d aq ngaral eh. dis serves as a lesson na tlgng todo mag-aaral n q next yr. ewan q ba feeling q kase di n q bobo d k2ld nung 1st and 2nd sem n tngn q sobrng wala aqng bnatbat. :)

lapit n b-day q. sa fri. 18 n q. antanda q nah :) sna may mga bumati saken. at sana m2loy na may celeb. if ever overnyt swimming sa province. gs2 q kase ng beach. sama q mga close frnds q ska xempre luvee q. kya lang nkklngkt kase di ata ssma c fran dahel nbsa q sa blog nia na na mag-au2dtn sya sa sat eh panu kya un?edi 2 n cla n jako n d mkksma if ever. haaay,,, pero sana may celebration pa ren.

antagal n namen d ngkkta. puro usap lng sa fone n agad q dng bnababa kase antok n q.wla kase xang cp ngaun, ngloloko d p nya nppayos kya wala kameng commnction mxdo. naaasr n nga aq eh, gs2 q lagi q xang ktxt or kausp mn lng pra ndi kng anu-ano at kng cnu-cno ang naiicp q. :(

mamya nood kame muvi nila jas. xmen. hehehhehe panood-nood nlng aq ngyn eh date nde nmn aq mhlig mnood ng sine. wala lang its fun being wid dem kase. sna mksma luvee q. i miss him badly. :'(

aun lng, kng gs2 m sumama s bday q, bka sat and sun ung celeb(baka p lng) txt m nlng aq.

the da vinci sode

2006-05-20T14:03:00.000-07:00

The Da Vinci Code

Grabe sobrang astig niya!!!!! Panoorin nio n xa guys lalo na nung mga nkpagbasa nung book...aq nga pangalawa q n kahapon hahahaha! La lang my nag-request eh...edi cge...

uhhhmmm, wala mxdo upd8s. pmnta lang kame kasal kahpn, di mxdo mgnda ung ksl pero aus lang.bsta imprtante msya insan q. goodluck and best wishes sa inyo(as if mbbsa nio 2 eh?)...ok xa kase reunion ng mga agustin. mga astig, gwapo at magagandang agustin. we rule talaga heheheheh :D walang aangal ha?uupakan q!

ok na kame...

2006-05-19T02:20:00.000-07:00

di q matandaan kung kelan nga ba kame naging ok. this week lang ata. bsta kase di q nmn tinatandaan ung araw na nagkaayos kame dahel sa nagaway kame.ang importante lang saken, b-day, monthsary, anniv saka ung mga memorable days. wala lang share ko lang.

ok n nga kame but ndi aq nkpag-ayos dahil sa gs2 q n tlgang mkpag-ayos. bsta nakipagkita nalang aq tas aun ok na kame. he was so happy, which also made me happy kase it just shows kng gano nia q kamahal. pero i'm guilty dahel sa gnwa qng yon. kase in my heart kya q un ngwa kase i was hurt. i was hurt because of what the "other person" said. nung morning kase we were txting. i was askng him kng ano b dpt q gawen kase tlgng ray-an was pleading na makipag-ayos na q s knya. he sed why dont i try it agen, kng tlgng sincere xa. i was hurt, really hurt.kase it just shows na ung nade2velop q n feelngs 4 him has no equal response sa kanya. so i told him na sna di nlng xa ngpkta ng sobrang concern. kase in a way, umsa aq n something was going on. so from then on di kame ngttxt nung normal na txt namen noon. i missed him, kya i txtd him gudnyt and i sent him a pic msg about friendship, hoping that we'll still be friends. muntik n nga qng maiyak, kase naicp q n syng ung friendship. mabuti nlng he's txtng me again pero d n gya ng date. kase nga ok na kame n ray-an at alm q nmn na hndi tma na nkkpagtxt aq ng sbrng tagal s ibng lalake. pero at least ngttxt n kame ulet. ac2ally alm n nga nia ung feelngs q. kanina kase tinanong nia q 2ngkol sa previous post q(akalain q b nmng bbshin nia 2). di n q ngcnungalng, baket pa db? eventually mwwla rin ung nrrmdmn q. pero d q lng alm kng keln, mejo malalim n kx un. biruin m b nmn buong araw m ktxt ung tao, ngppytn p kao. minsn nag-usp p kame ng mtgl. tas 2x din kmeng ngsby umwi. kya kahit papano importante n tlga xa sken. kanina nsktn nnmn aq s cnb nia n nanjan lng xa bilang isng kaibgn lmng. sana kase di xa ngpkta ng ganung kabaitan ska effort. alm nio nmn cgro ung feeling na ganun db? d q nga alm kng anong gs2 qng mrmdmn 2wards him. a prt of me, gs2ng magalet. pero xempre d q nmn un mggwa. wla nmn aqng krptn. cgro nga tlgng ganung lang tlga eh.

ngyon, i'm feeling so guilty while typing this. kase alm q kng gano aq kmahal n ray-an. sbra2 tlga ung pgmmhal nia saken. marameng beses n niang np2nyn un. at kahit npkswerte q nrrmdmn q p rin 2. ansama q tlga. may alm b kao n pmpwla ng kasamaan? pero dbale, bmbwi nmn n q. at lalo n xa saken. ibang klase tlga xa. alam nia n hati ung nrrmdmn q pero wala syang pake. bsta ang importante ksma nia q. ngayon, todo effort tlga xa sa pgsndo at pghtd saken. madalas n rin kmeng umalis. sna lagi nlng kming gn2 para at least mklmtn q n ung nrrmdmn q dun sa isa. willing aqng kalimtn tlga un, tutal wla nmn tlga ung p22nghn eh kase rmdm q n ngyn n wala tlga xang nrrmdmn. pero ok lng un kase alm q nmn n di aq pbbyaan n ray-an. no one is capable of doin what he has done and doing for me. kya dpt lng n xa tlga ung piliin q. bsta ikaw(alm m n kng cno k) salamt pa ren. kase u made me feel loved kaht saglt and kht di yn 220. and sori. bsta sori... and to ray-an, ty tlga sa pgtitiyaga m saken. evn2ally mamahalin dn kta ng buong-buo. w/ no divided attention. alm q bbshn m 2. and i just wanna let the whole world 2 know how lucky and thankful i am 4 having you. and how much i wanna let u feel na mahal na mahal kta. ^_^

c0nfused?!?!?!?

2006-05-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

Tama kya ung gnwa q??? after almosr 4 yrs mag-e-end lng ang lahat sa ganun? although it was really one big thing para pagkalabuan... pero nakkpanghinayang. nagyon naman i'm c0nfused with someone. (kng cn0 k mn ewan q lng kng mhu2laan m n kaw 2ng rnutukoy q) kase he's been s0 nice to me, txting me d wh0le day and asking f0r me 2 take care always. i kinda like him but at the same time i don't wanna l0se ray-an. and also at the same time i don't wanna l0se this someone. ang gulo noh??? well aq nga ren ngu2luhan,, kay0 p kya? but then dis isn't s0me sort of cheating 0n ray-an's part kase we've already parted ways nung nagyre 2(th0ugh di namen kyang panindgn un). but i think i'm still h0ping na magkakaay0s kame.but f0r the meantime i want 2 enjoy this new thing i'm experiencing. i don't know if you'll agree guys pero e2 kase ang gs2 qng gawen sa ngayon. this is new 2 me...kya i'm cherishing and enjoying evry moment of it. ndi q alm wer this will lead me. di q alm kng i'll be able 2 come back 2 ray-an after this. bsta....s0brang confused aq...

ray-an knew every single thing thats happening 2 me. he was very understandng and supprtful, although alm q he's been hurting and i know na ayw nia s mga pangyyre. ewan q b king san nia knuha ung ganong kabaitan...at ung sobrang pgmmhal n un. alm q cgr0 sa mga mgbbsa n2 iicpn nio n mali ang gngwa q. na di q dapat xa ipagpalit with this new pers0n filling in with ray-an's lapses, pero anung mggwa q kng di q kya cla parehas pkwalan? di q n nga tlga alm ggwen q eh. grabe db? kala m kng cnong mgnda? dala-dlwa p cla eh. pero i know daratng din ung time na i will be enlightened. call me stupid or what...bsta i run my own life and n0 ones g0nna change that... salamat sa pgbbsa ni0... i appreciate it.... ^_^

????

2006-05-08T21:47:00.000-07:00

hello....fyi nga pla and2 aq sa i-lab.well dapat nasa lib aq pero niyaya aq n jen n mag i-lab nlng. so and2 aq ngaun.....

haay,,,ang gulo2!!! sobra2!!!ayoko na ikwn2 nkksawa na eh...bsta parang mas ok n ngaun n di kame nag-uusap.bahalaan muna.....

and something happened and secret po....kase bsta.....mbbsa nio eh.....eh di aq hndang ipangalandakan un....

babay nah...wala aqng msbe eh....

cOntinuati0n.....

2006-05-06T11:56:00.000-07:00

the i-lab was already closing that time kya i have to log out na so this is the continuation of the previous entry....

so i was saying na on our case, baliktad.i'm the abuser(laughs) and he's the abused..i cried for 4 hours,realizing my mistakes.actually di q xa na-realize, tlgang alam q nmn ung pgkkmali q.i was crying because hindi q msbi s knya ung mga yon no matter how hard i try to spill out the bad things i've done,it's just hard to say it kase i feel so bad knowing na ginawa q yon.i haven't slept, haven't reviewed...just cried the whole time while we were talking.he wants to come and comfort me and hug me but i did not all0wed him because madaling araw n un and i'm ashamed na makita kame ng parents q na ngkaka-ganun.ska bka maka-istorbo kame.it felt good to cry ng ganun ktgl. ewan q.sometimes i miss the times na umiyak and have these big difficulties in our relationship. minsanan lang kase tlga kng mangyre un eh.and then he asked me if i would still like to be with him. nag-isip aq, sabi q"mahal nia q and mahal q xa...baket hnde??...mgbbgo nlng aq..." and so i said yes. gumaan pakirmdm q.the past weeks wasn't good kase nga cool off kame. i have this burden.it was heavy.nung magkaayos kame everything went back to normal.and i'm happy with what happened. at least alam q that event will help us grow and will help our relationship to be better.(smiles...)

and so sunday n ngayon, everything went fine sameng 2. pero mejo ngkron nnmn ng something kase he told me na i was s0 busy, di q n daw xa naaackso.well im busy nmn tlga kase nga because of 0ur summer classes.and the exams and recitations kept coming in s0 i study a lot unlike sa regular sem. s0 bmwi aq khpon...

aalis n xa sa tues, ddtng n kase lola nia.sa manila muna xa titira. then uuwe cla surigao.lagi nmng ganun eh.but i was never used to the situation n ganun pag summer kase di aq sanay n mtgl kameng di ngkkta..but then ngwa n nga namen ngayon eh s0 bka mkya q n dis time (laughs) h0pefully m2l0y ung d8 namen sa 11.m0nthsary namen malamng db??man02od cgro kame ng m0vie.su2nduin daw nia q kase mlpit lng ung h0use nla sa manila s skul. im kinda excited(1st tym b 2??).

nga pla gs2 qng sabhn d2 n NAPAKA-DALi nung exam s hs2ry...kaht di ngaral kyang-kya...heheheh...ansya q lng...xe anoder high grade nnmn 2...

nsn n kya c cis?kase b nmn 2:30 n q nag-log-in eh ang usapan namen 1...tnulugan n cgro aq huhuhuh Y_Y.....sorry cis ha???

e2 muna for now...tnx for visiting!

jUst 0ne 0f mY exTra0rdinaRy dAys....

2006-05-05T01:33:00.000-07:00

well,,,well,,,well

i feel s0 much better n0w...sa friends 0k n ulet ang lahat...wid my family....and 0f c0urse sameng 2 n ray-an...
haaayyy....that was 0ne 0f 0ur w0rst fights ever...and i th0ught n mghhwalay pa kame...and it's all because of my fault. mxd0 aqng ngng mapaghanap,unc0ntented sa unc0nditional love n bnbgy nia saken and at most times i say hurtful words sa kanya.grabe! alam qng mali ung gngwa q but i still do those things.may topak ata aq.but umpsa p lng eh alm q na mali tlga ung gngwa q.i dunno whats wid me. he's right, nung nag-college kame i started to change..and i was always looking sa mga lapses nia.cgro dahel nung h.s. kame i believe na we were the perfect partners, na we are always on the lead.unlike ngaun n i was seeing lots of other things. i was really gonna break up with him kaninang madaling araw. i really believe that it was the best thing to do kase i think na i've done too much. i believe ive hurt him enough and i believe na i'm NOT WORTHY of his love. kakaiba db? b4 mga lalake lang usually ang gmgwa nian, ngayon babae na. cgro kase sobrang mahal nia tlga aq. oo nga sbra2 n nga eh di p q nakuntento..ansma q tlga tsk,,tsk,tsk... ( to be continued)

wala lang

2006-04-29T15:23:00.000-07:00

nothing new happened the past week except for last friday. it was our prelims in health ethics, it was kinda easy actually.so i'm confident that i'll pass.after school, we went to sm north(me, jako, kath, mej and van).something happened pero d q n ishe-share.after eating, we played sa arcade.grabe!pagod n pagod nga aq.kase halos mcra n ung nilalaruan q hehehe....i always loved arcades simula nung nglaro kame ni ray-an...so eto lang...

till next time...

mabuti naman....

2006-04-25T13:08:00.000-07:00

FYI, its 4 am nah...

mabuti nmn cis at tnanggal m n db????kse sa 22o lng ayoko tlgng my ngbbsa ng blog q n ibng tao n kakilala q n di q ininform.if i didnt gave u the address, means di aq ready na i-explore m ang buhay q...so sna u'll respct my decision.i just gave this to few of my friends.and i hope na they'll read this every once in a while....

yesterdy???we used the computer lab for statistics. we made tables and everything....it was kinda fun since i was facing the airconditioner(ang babaw ba?)...bsta un lang...2 hours kame dun..

phil histo> they reported, mamya kame naman...goodluck...

health ethics> he discussed kaso npncn nia n di aq nkapusod so he asked me to tie my hair.ayun lang, may recitation or quiz ata mamya pero i didnt reviewed even a single bit..

nothing happened much, pagkauwi q n2log n nga aq agad eh.tas ngayon lang aq ngcng.pero it took me 1 hour bago mk2log.di kase aq mk2log kakaisip ky ray-an.kase on my way home he txtd me asking me kng nsn n q. after replying he told me n mgingat daw aq.it's cj's b-day yesterday(HAPPY B_DAY! kahit n alm q n di m nmn 2 mbbsa eh) and alm q ppnta xa kina ken, the 4 of them, and mag-iinuman. so i told him n buti p cla pnpntahan m smntlng aq n gf nia di nia mgwng pnthn. bsta i told him bout that, and ang sb nmn nia, gs2 nia qng pnthn kso alm nia n mggng sakit q lng xa ng ulo. pagod n daw aq at baka magalet lng daw aq s knya, nhihiya daw xa. ewn q, di q n alm kng anu b nangyyre. bsta i felt bad at that moment. when i arrived, pagkbhis, 2mwg xa s lndline, nanga2msta daw xa. i felt the weight became heavier kse he was talking like none of the txt thing happened. so i told him na wag n muna nia aqng kamustahin. we put down the phone, i went to my bros room. i txtd him n 22hanin n namen ung cool off. n tlgng wag n muna kameng mag-usap, mgtxt and the likes. nsbe q p nga n cgro ung time n cnsb niang my np2nyan n xa eh after grad p. nsbe q p nga n cgro it'll be better kng after grad n nga kame mag-reconcile.ewan q bsta mrme aqng cnb. he just replied n di daw xa mghhnp because for him, i'm the best. well,,, sana nga...

ang naisip q nun, cro after a week or 2 ok n. but then naisip q, bka nga ung cnsbi nia n time eh pagka-grd8 nah. ewan, pr0 kng ganun ung mngyyre, nssyngn aq s almost 4 yrs(4 yrs in july). naiicp q 2loy ngayon sna hndi nlng ngng kame kng ganun din lng ung mangyyre. sana pagka-grd8 nlng aq ngka-bf...

i was suppose 2 sleep(ysterday pagkauwe) for 1-1/2 hour lng but 8 nah and yet d p ren aq mk2log.ansma kse ng loob q eh...so nung nk2log n nga aq, ngayon lang aq ngcng.

haayyy....bhla n nga....

c00L_oFf????

2006-04-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

yEa i tHink so,,, cool off kame at this very moment.kagabe lng namen napagusapan. And to tell you honestly, ngayon pa lang, miss n miss q n sya. It wasnt really his decision. tinanong nia aq kng anung gs2 q. sabi q gsto ko ng walang is2rbo. which doesn't mean n is2rbo xa. un lang tlga ang gs2 q sa ngaun, ang walng umistorbo saken.pero para saken never KANG naging istorbo....I MISS YOU but i know you'll come back. When the time comes na pakiramdam m may pgmmlaki k n at may napatunayan k n. wen the time comes na sa tingin m ngbgo k n para sa ikbubuti mo. i'm not telling na hindi q n xa gs2 dahil sa mga shortcomings nia. kahit aq aminado aq na mrmi rin aqng pagkukulang. meron lang aqng gs2ng mrnsan na hndi q p nrnsan cmula nung naging kame(nothing of those stuffs ok?).basta amin na lang yon. so he asked me kng gs2 q ng cool off.sabi ko ok lng, but deep inside ayoko tlga.ewan q, i think its my pride thats hindering me.ang galing2 q png mag-advice sa iba na dont let your pride come in the way pero aq mismo di q isinanatabi ung pride q.i was crying, habang ngpapaalam xa. he kept on repeating how much he loves me.at yung cnb nia saken dati pa na kung ndi lang din aq ang mkk2lyan nia, ayaw na niang pmsok p ulet sa relationship. na i will be his last. i was really touched. i was crying but i dunno kng nrnig nia. i tried my very best to hide it. and it was a success! but deep inside i felt my heart was torn into pieces. bsta alam na namen un sa sarili namen. naiintindihan na namen yun. for the meantime, mag-aaral muna aqng maige. i think i have to study harder dahel gs2 q nmng m2wa parents q saken.

ewan q, di ko alm kng hanggang kelan kami gn2. but i hope we will get over this any time soon. para yatang di q kya n hndi man lang xa i-txt or what. a little while ago while i was having my lunch, he txtd me. telling me na mag-iingat aq lage.na mahal na mahal nia aq. na sana wala daw aqng mktang iba.that he was verry sorry.na aminado daw xa na xa ang may mali at may pagkukulang xa.na wala daw syang kwnta. sa 22o lng, di q alm kng anu ang ire2ply q s knya. i just told him na hndi aq ganung klase na maghhnp ng kapalit nia.na mag-iingt din sya palage. i know dat wasnt right. i know i should've told him nicer things pero pinigilan q ang sarili q. naisip q, mabuti n ren 2.na lumayo muna kame sa isat-isa. sa 22o lng kc, gs2 q rng my mbgo sa knya.so ayun, cgro akla ng mga classmates q nung mga time na yon eh msya aq, dahel ansya q mkpgkwntuhan eh. but deep inside, i was depressed. bsta i'm so, so, sad. :(

for whoever's gonna read this, pls., dont come to me at sabhn saken na "pag-usapan naten ang problema m". di ko kya. bsta gs2 q akin nlng 2. ang gs2 q lng eh yung malmn m n mlngkot aq at this moment. sapat na saken na alm m. if we're gonna talk about this kase, di q ren alm ang ssbhn q. but anyways, thank you po in advance....

love you soh....

what the f*ck!

2006-04-22T13:57:00.000-07:00

arrrggggggg........ kala q b babay n 2???eh kase nabsa q ung blog ni cis.kanina lng mgka-chat kme.at anung nklgy sa blog nia????well,,,,,c KATH.....nsama na si kath sa mga pangyayare.i just hope n ndi aq mphmak d2.dahel nbsa ni cis 2ng blog q, aun nbsa nia ung mga tnxt saken n jako....shet tlga!!! i wanna make a public apology ok??? KATH SORRY! dahel d2 sa blog q my mga nalaman n ndi dpat mlmn. at ok n kame n jak kaso ewn q nlng kng mggng ok p ulet kame after n2.pero no regrets at all. at least it wasnt my intention n sbhn un. alngn naman kase n ilihm q kay cis tong blog n 2 eh alm nga niang may blog aq.....at may point xa. MAG-USAP NGA KAU JAKO! ANG UNFAIR SA SIDE NLA N DI NILA ALM ANG IPINAG-KAKAGANYAN MO!
AT CIS>>>LINAWIN M NGA NA WLANG KNALAMN C KATH D2 hA???? afterall di nmn xa ksma tlga nung una plng.dahel bago p xa nksma msma na loob senio ni jako. PWEDE B?

KATHLEEN!!!!!!!!! sorry tlga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate this......bwiset!!!!!so panu aq ngaun m22log?bhala nah!!!! goodluck saken!

pero malks p ren loob q....wla aqng png-ccchan!

gOOdbYE!

after one week....

2006-04-22T12:41:00.000-07:00

so gets nio n yan db? after 1 week ska lng aq nkpg-upd8.hay, anhirap ng sked namen.8-4 pm.nkkpagod as in!tlgng nung una nagkasaket p q 4 2 days.kase b nmn lageng gabi kung uuwi.mga after 1 hour p mkkuwi dhel s klngn p nmen mg-pa-photocopy ng notes namen s health ethics. sna kse may book nlng db?k2lad sa stat ska hist...eh kaso wla so ala kameng choice. Pero nssny n den aq.nggstuhan q n nga eh.sna pumayat aq(laughs) pero prng mlabo(sighs).

ansya lage nung phil.histo namen.astig ung prof.andme kwn2.220 nga ung cnb samen nung hs n kpg history ang subj, ashn m n na tlgng mkwn2 ung mggng prof m s buhay nia.eh tlga nmng makwn2 c sir bon...ska lgeng may advice para samen.tas aminado png habog xa hahah! la ata kameng klase n d kame 2mwa dun eh. ska ang mgnda dun, kahet n d k mxdo nkpgaral tas tnwg k nia, tas di k nksgot, di xa nampa2hya. ang cool nga niya eh. ang cool den manmet.pero pnka-na-astigan aq s knya nung mejo ngkwn2 xa 2ngkl s luvlyf nia. haaay....kainggit! 15 yrs cla ng wife nia n mag-bf bgo ngpksal.haay...sna kame din n ray-an 2mgl ng ganun.after all 4 yrs n kme sa july..

ung sa stat, yoko n mgkwn2 ang boring kse nung subj na un eh.prang ng22ro ng elem ung prof..ang bagal mgsalita. adik sa salitang "ray-shu" eh ang pronounciation nun dapat eh "reysho" (ratio) bsta lam nio n un...

eh anu p bng iku-kwn2 q???xempre ung 2ngkl samen n ray-an db? kanina nag-away kame. away ata un?kase b nmn after one week ska lang kame ngkita.so definitely miss n namen as in SOBRA ung isa't-isa. di nmn kse normal samen n mtgl n ndi ngkkta. ngaun, aq ung pmnta nung fri kase maaga naman kame dinis-miss nung health ethics namen.dapat tlga pnta aq mrkna xe ipa3lit q ung bnli qng sando kya lang naisip q n pmnta nlng sa kanila kse 2tal ala nmn pasok kinbuksn. so ayun ngkwn2han kme...tas ngmeryenda ng kung ano2.tortillos, sarsi, pancit.tas dun n den aq pinag-dinner nga mama nia. nilgng baka w!d saging n saba tas may mais p. 1st time q un ntkman.di p q nkkpgl2 ng ganun. ta-try q nga nxt time....soooooooo...asan ung pngawayn nmen jan?kahapon mgkausp kme s fone. sb nia alis xa sa mon kase my aacksuhn xa.tas aq ngprinig n "buti p yan" blah* blah* kase feelng q kng d p q pmnta kelan p kame ulet mgkkta db? eh smgt xa "eh s my aacksuhn nga aq eh" so anu nmng mrrmdmn q dun? na aq ndi nia dpt acksuhn? ang unfair...parang ung mga simpleng bagay di nia mgwa para saken...un ung pkrmdam q. although alm q nmn na kung kaya nia eh gnwa na nia mtgl na.kaso sana gngwan nlng nia ng paraan db? d q 2ly ma-feel ung "kilig" naiinggit aq sa ibng mag-bf sa 22o lng.andame q insecuritites na tngn q ndi q nmn kaslnan kng mrmdmn q. pero naicp q ndi dpt aq ganun, n ndi q xa dpt hinahanapan. ndi nmn ung material things ha?(dont get me wrong...di aq mukhng pera). pero malungkot pa ren aq. wishful aq n sna gawen din nia ung mga ganun pra saken(oooopsss....wag kng mg-iicp ng kung ano2!) so aun tnrayan q xa.eh s tlgng mataray aq eh anu mggwa q?ska nkpgsalita aq ng msskit na salita. w/c i know was really not right. akla nio perfect couple kame noh???mrame din kameng ups and downs gya ng iba.kaibhn lng marunong kase kame umintndi at umamin sa kng cno ang may mali...so back to the topic.i said sorry sa txt and dat let us 4gt wat happened pero i know that didn't helped.lage xa nag-so2ri s txt and i said "sawang-sawa n q s slitang yan" from then on mdlng n xa mgtxt.pero aq txt p ren ng txt.ang hahaba pah.mga nonsense. mga hinanakit q.tas nung nkhga aq, i was goin to sleep, 2mtwg xa sa cp. i ignored the call, put my cellfone under my pillow nd slept. that wasnt nice db? pero i feel like doin it.i feel so tired with this situation. but i still wish n mggng ok ang lahat.

ysterday dn pla, ngkwntuhan kame ni mami. xempre ang topic "nanaman'' namen eh c ate at c neil. FYI, c neil eh suitor ng sis q. aun, ayw tlga nila ky neil. even my dad. tlgng kinausap n nila c ate bout him. tngn kase nila lo2khn lng n neil c ate.at tngn kse nila dun eh irresponsible dahel 23 n ata xa pero di pa ren grd8 ng college.at feeling din nla, kng mggng cla n ate in d future, eh c ate p ang su2prta sa knya dahel nga adik kase sa comp games.panu b nmn nkita dati ng dad q, mdling araw pauwi plng galing sa comp shop kya turn off tlga dad q s knya. sabi q kay mami, "baket wla din nmn cnb c dadi n gs2 nia c ray-an ah?" at my mom replied"pero wla din xang cnb n ayaw nia kay ray-an" that made me smile.just means n tlgng tanggp nila bf qoh. so aun,,,eh ang sabe q nmn di porke mag-b-bf eh un n ung mggng asawa nia. pero sabi ni mami pag nakkpg bf nghhnp k ng mggng mate m in d future. naisip q, oo nga nmn. naalala q pa dinefend q sarili q kase sabe nia "kinakatwiran dn daw n ate ung katwiran q" eh sa hnde naman un ang pnnwla q. ang nsa isip q nmn eh un ang pnnwla n ate.aq, wishful aq n sna magng kame n tlga n ray-an. kng aq nmn ang ttnungin, di q msb kng gs2 q b xa pra kay ate or ayaw. prng naiicp q tloy ngaun ayw q n s knya. sabi kse ni mami may pagkabastos daw dhel minsan ndi bumabati kahit na nkikita n xa.at isip bata daw dahel sa edad niang 23 adik pa ren xa comp games. san daw b un nakilala n ate?eh sa laruan nga daw....so ayun...

haaayyyy,,, ang haba nnmn n2.panu b nmn na-miss q mag-blog. kachat q p c cis ngaun.tapos n xa magtype nung knya.aq endi p ren hahah!pero "THANK YOU FRANCIS" kse gnwan m q ng testi n tlgng may SENSE at bnsa m 2ng blog q. ayan....ayoko na....gs2 q nmn mag-frendster...

see ya ol nxt time.mag-comment kau kng gs2 nio.mga nxt wik p cgro aq mkkpg post ng bago kse bisi-bisihan aq sa trinity. nga pla, university na kame...ansya q lng. proud trinitian n q noh. ang mggng bgong name ata eh "UNIVERSITY OF TRINITY-ASIA" baket ganyan?kse e2 plng ata ang nagiisang trinity college n naging university. meron pla kameng mga sister college sa ibng bnsa. so ayan, ndi nmn pla ganun kasma ang trinity after all. ang hirap nga d2 eh.paduguan ng utak....o cge byers n tlga!

tnx ^_^

mga past n pangyayare...

2006-04-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

apr.13

alay lakad. 3 kameng naglakad, aq, ray-an nd Francis. It was really fun kahit n npkalayo at masakit sa paa. Ansaya on the way kc xempre c cis walang tigil sa pagpapatawa. It would have been happier kung marame kme kso karamihan ndi pwde. Naasar nga aq kay jako nung niyayaya q xa. Parang he want to tell me nah “Hello?!?!?!? ALAY LAKAD KA JAN??? anu yun?” “Para saan b tlga yan? Bakit aq pah? ANg init2 eh!!!” Fuck him tlga. I really was pissed off di q nlng pnhalata. Bwiset n un. Baket? I just want our barkada to do something meaningful ngaung holy week and yet parang balewala nmn s knya. Kunsabagay, WALA NGA NAMAN DAW XANG DIYOS. Cge if he believes in that, the hell I care! Bsta for me masarap ung feeling na may pinagaalayan ka ng faith.

Back dun sa alay lakad thing… on the way bumili kame ng c2. It costs 20 php. Same price sa school. So ayun while walking, umiinom-inom kame. Tapos Francis kept on making me laugh. While walking, maya2 magaarte xa n parang hinihigop xa nung mga puno. May multo daw kse. HAHA! Tawa tlga aq ng tawa. He never fails to make me laugh or smile. I really love him tlga.

There was a time nung naglalakad kame n nabwiset aq kay ray-an. Ewan q ba. Tiniopak nnmn kse xa eh.

So bale umales kame ng bahay around 8:30. Kumaen muna kame bgo umalis. Dumating kame dun ng mga 11. On the way ilang beses aqng natapilok. Ansakit n kse ng paa q eh kya di n maayos yung paglalakd q. But it feels really good na nakrateng kame s church. Sobrang dame ng tao. Siksikan to the max tlga. Pero ok lang. We got to pray for a while b4 leaving. Of course yun nga yung pinunta namen eh.

B4 leavin, umupo muna kames a bk to rest for a while. Di ka nmn kse mkkupo dun sa simbahan kse npakacrowded. Yung iba nga dun pa n22log eh. So after resting, we decided to leave nah as we were already exhausted on the long walk. While walking, nakita n Cis yung mama nia sa 14th station. He greeted her. Tas he told her na alis na kame at ppnta muna xa samen. Sobra talagang siksikan yung taso. As in hindi k tlga mkklakad ng maayos. Buti nalang hndi nagka-stampede. So ayun. Umiba kame nung way nung meron kameng nktang intersection. We saw a jeep. Cubao sumulong yung nklgy. Sumakay kame. Maya2 npncn n ray-an n iba ung way nung jeepney. Pumasok xa dun sa kalsada papuntang cogeo. As in lumabas tlga kame dun s g8 2. We have no choice kse cnara daw ung daanan. Bumaba nlng kame ng Masinag. I paid 40php 4 the three of us.. Pagdating ng mcnag, ayun naglakd nlng kame ulet kse wala tlgng msskyan. 4tun8ly, mrme nmn kme ksby. We were amazed kase mas marmi na ung taong ngllkad unlike nung dati.

Pagdating namen dun sa bahy…bukas computer.kameng 2 n ray-an nsa tapat ng comp. searching for a plane pic for friendster...kaso d n nia mkta..habang kinukulit nmn n jose c francis..actually parehas clng ngkukulitan.We arrived a little later when Adam arrived.Grabe ngpnta din pla xa s antipolo.Un nga lang nka-bike xa.

Hinatid namen(ray-an nd i) c cis s skyan.dapat tlga sby clng uuwe kso nglmbing p q kay ray-an n wag muna xe gs2 q p mkpagkwntuhan...so aun sumakay n xa ng jeep papuntang macng..

bumalik n kame ng bahay.dun ule kame nagkuwentuhan... :) after 2 hours or so ata...saka lng xa umwe..mga 3:30 am n un...bsta ang sya ^+^

april 14

tambay s bahay...ngaun nmtay c cristo..nung gabe nanood kame ng vcd..movie ni Jessica Alba entitled "HONEY"...ang ganda nia pr0mise!!! kng di nio p nppnood eh panoorin nio lalo n dun s mga adik s mga movie n rl8d sa sayw....mya2...nung tapos n ung movie...pinagalitan kme n daddy kse patay daw c christ kya di daw dpt kame manood ng ganun...buti nlng natapos n....

previous...

ngayon...e2 ngta-type pa ren...ayko ng ikwento ung nangyare kahapon...nkktamad n eh...ung pinak-highlight nlng...

kgb...or kanina??? whatever!!! magktxt kame n jako nd i think nag-aaway ata kame...dahel dun s nangyayari...n kesyo ndi q daw alm ang buong istorya....blah*blah*....n wag q daw syang ssbhn n judgemental etc...(SHIT! bat nalimutan q n ung iba????dapat kse d q in-erase) e2 ung txt..(ung mga nklgy in " " un ung mga tanung q sa knya) " s tngn m b ikkwn2 ng isa s lima un s iba?" 00, posible.."sure b n 220 yn?" Sure c kath s nrnig nya, sya nagsbi! "parng wla kng pake s nrrmdmn n francis." bkit may pakielm b xa s nrrmdmn nla jonathan at joyce? Un n nga ang nsbi q s knya dati..Sna nagiisip muna sya bago nya gawin lahat ng gagawin niya.. Hindi lahat nddaan s biro at tawa.. At wag mo aqng ssbihan ng ganyan n parang alam m0 lahat... Mukang hindi m p alm ang buong storya... At wala pa akong krptn n ikwn2 at sbhin syo un kc hndi p sapat mga ebidensya namin, bka kami mali.. Kya wag m din akong ssbihan n judgemental akong tao...kc hndi aq ganun.. Gudnyt

i replied(but nd n 2 ung eksaktong cnb q): tlga lng ha?di ka judgemental?kya pla ayw m clng pncnin.at tlng di q alm ung buong storya.di q nmn kine-claim n alm q eh. at d q cnsb n cnungaling c kath...at para saken lahat ng tao may kanya-knyng sikreto..karapatn nilang itago un kng ayw man nilang ipaalm s iba. at cnu nga nmn b aq?ewn q b kng baket q tine-treasure 2ng frendshp n 2 smntlng ung iba jan ni hindi nga mkpag-share. na mas nauuna png mlmn ng iba kesa sa tintwg mng troop n xang tlgng apektado.gudnyt.

he replied agen around 1:23 am...which is kani-kanina lng: Sya i2ng mismong lumayo.. sya dapat i2ng kusang bumalik.. wla nmn tayong gnwang mali.. hnhila p nga natin xa papunta sa atin.. tlngng ayaw niya... TLGNG TLGNG AYW NYA.. My gs2 syang patunayn? Tma nga c Jessie.. Bat hndi xa nagsabi? E ang mas naapektuhan ay si jonathan at joyce.. At paano nya maeexplain ung reaction nya sa likod ng fx noong ksma naten c kath, yna at jen pmnta ng rob?nung cnb q s knya na " gs2 mo lng mksma c yna at ahlly e.." at npangiti sya at sinabing hala... OO nga case lang ng misunderstanding i2ng 2ngkol kay ahlly, pro kng mgkkhrp harap kami.. ano nlng ssbihin natin.. lalo n ni kath narinig nya usapan nila n ahlly?Ng hindi sinasadya, pero narinig nya lahat hanggang huli ung pnagusapan nila ni ahlly.. At kng bakit alam ni kath lahat i2 ay dahil sa diary.. OO nbsa nya,,bngy n francis kay kath dati.. at bnsa ni kath kahit mga hndi dpat niyang bshn... kahit na mga lait sa atin.. kay miguel, kay carlo... YEt hndi man lang nya nasabi sa atin ng maayos.. Kaplastikan nga sabi ni ANonymous.. at cno pa llbas na mali? c kath, syempre.. Llbas syang pakielamera at nkknig sa usapn ng mya usapan kya nga ayaw ko sya ipahamak dahil 2mu2long lng sya... Sikreto? bakit di niya kyng sabihin sa atin?nhhya sya?Pro sa dalawang un nsbi nya?Astig ah?! Tyo 2ng nkksma niya araw2 cmula pa nung 1st sem...at snbi q pa sa kanya dati "kng cno k mn... WALA AKONG PAKIELAM! kaibigan kta... May panahon para magbago..22lungan kta.." tanungin m p sya.. at ngayon hindi nya kayang sabhn s atin kahit sa aking ung sikreto?

i replied:
so baket m cnsb yn lht db?share m nlng yan s mga frends m db?wla n qng pake.magkagulo na ang magkagulo.problma nio n yan.tutal umpisa pa lng kau lng nmn ang namu-mroblema jan.d q n 2 pprblmhn.kagaguhan.

nkktnggp p q ng isa:
Yn b ang kaibgn?smantalng sa iba nsbi nya..laht ng 2ngkol sa akinalm nyo..lalo na ikaw nette..hndi nmn sa tntboy q ung dlwa..its just very unfair!bakit hndi niya kyang sabihin sa atin kung buong puso nyang nkkwn2 sa dlwng un..Bakit mas nauunang nllmn ng dlwng un, na dpt sby2 nating malamn kya nga isang grupo tayo db?naaalala m p b ung iniyak ko dti s NSTP? (ung hindi ko alm kng ano ibg sbhn ng kaibgn, dahil wla p akong nhhnp n 22ong kaibgn...) nauulit ulit ngayon nette.. kay francis.. kya sa tingin mo, kya ko b kyong mwla..Snbi k n din sa inyo dati, ggwin ko lht ng mkkya ko..Pra lng mgksma tyo hnggng huli.. pra lng sma2 tyo sa kapg naggraduate tyo..we stand 2geder, we die 2geder! Sya 2ng bgla nlng lumayo! At dhil dun nga sa cnb ko kay francis"kng cno ka man, kng ano k mn, WALA AKONG PAKIELAM!kaibgn kita...my pnhon pa pra mgbgo..22lungan kita..'' hndi p b yn spat pra masabing hindi ako judgemental?loyalty hnhnp q sa isang kaibgn..ung taong kahit hubad ako sa sobrang hrap..mghuhubad dn sya pra lng my kdmay aq..(think deeper)...Tanggalin na natin ung isyu d2 2ngkol kay ahlly.. Hndi nmn sa wla n akong pakielam s knya..lumalabas lng kc n hndi na niya aq klala...

and so i replied:
at yan pla ang mtgl m ng prblma?ol d while iniicp q n 2ngkol lng 2 ky ahlly.and yea ryt alam q ngang lahat.gudnyt.

haaayyy...kakapagod magtype
so ayan...ewn q kng nagreplay p c jako jan...kase wla p qng nttnggp..alam nio nmn ang sun..bsta 4m now on..wla n qng pake.its their prob now. in the first place, hndi nmn nia cnb saken ang laht2.kya pla nsbi nia n alm q lahat2.if i know cna liz, kath, at ly or iba pa?ewn q?!ang may alm tlga nian.pero gya nga ng cnb q wla n qng pake.kc una plng ndi n tlga aq kasali.so ayn ang tamang magkaibgn.

kanina ka-chat q c cis...para nnmng gago c loko.aun tnpat ung webcam dun s na2y nya na nagto-tong its..tas tnanong q xa..kng tlga bng wla xang pake s mrrmdmn namen pag ndi sya sumbay.sabi niya ndi nga un ganun,na may gs2 lng xa tlgng patunayan. sabi q ok2...gets.sna magets din nila..feeling q kc every single thing eh cneryoso n jako. di nga mabuti n mxdong seryoso sa lht ng bgy2.bsta ndi q p rin xa mxdo magets.feeling q kase parang gs2 niyang itulad c cis s knya. bsta yoko nang i-explain.eh s mgkakaiba nga pananaw ng bawat isa db?so aun..

edit q muna 2ng blog q...

ang haba2 hahaha!babay!

wala lang...

2006-04-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

ARRRRGGGGG>>>> bwiset di makapglagay ng pics.....

hanggang ngayon di pa rin ok ung barkda namen. Ewan q baa yaw ata mkpagbati ni Jako kay Moses.Bsta bahala cla noh. Basta aq eh friend ng both parties. Yung problema nila, problema nalang nila yun. Pero xempre affected din aq.

Well anyway, I attended Yam’s b-day celebration kagabi. Masaya xa. Andun ung mga classm8s namen nung highschool. Andun can Ness, Maelette, Jaimee, Ernie, Ken, Ron, Duks, Miguel, Reyes, Lester, Edward, Galvin etc… (sorry sa mga nakalimutan qong banggitin ha?) Ayun I arrived around 8:30 pm. Magisa lang aqng pmnta eh. C kong kc di pwde kc wlang tao sa bahy nila. So aq lang magisa ung pmnta. Nung papalapit n q dun kina Yam, nakita q cna Maelette, Jamay, Miguel, Reyes ska Lester dun sa may tindahan so naupo muna din aq dun. And then niyaya q n cla n pmnta kina Yam. Akla nga ni Yam aq ung ngyaya dun sa mga yun eh. Kwntuhan kame nila Ness. Ewan q ba, all of a sudden, aq na yung tampulan ng tukso. They were all looking for Ray-an kso nga wla xa. So ayun…tinutukso nila aq na kesyo wla n daw kme etc..tas c ron nmn cnsb n kesyo lalke n raw ung gs2 n ray-an... It was really fun talking to them, sharing stories. Parang ngayon ko lang na-realize na marame rin nmn pla aqng naging mga malalapit na kaibgn nung hs. Even cla Galvin mabait saken so I really am happy last night. And then nagkakwentuhan 2ngkol sa luvlyf. Edward narrated n nagkakalabuan n cla n Jessica. Sabi nia n he wanted 2 things na hndi gawen n Jessica, 1st: Don’t ever wear t-back panty tas 2nd wag pmnta s mga bar..Eh c Aica pla pmpnta sa mga bar late in the evning ksma ung mga friends nia. Gs2 n Edward na he’ll accompany her kaso ayaw niya. Sbi p nga daw n Jessica n “gs2 m ikaw na lang lagi kong kasama” w/c really hit Edward. Strange,, they asked me,, ang sabi ko “ aq nga as much as possible gs2 q xang isma sa laht ng lakad q nd vice versa” tas sabi nia ayun n nga daw eh. So basically, their relationship is on the rocks. Cna Miguel and donna mejo pala-away n ren. Cla Duks naman kakabati lng. I think they were all amazed kse angtagal n namen. 4 yrs n kami sa July eh. They were askin kng anu ba ang bago… Sbi q nmn nothing much. Mas lalo lang namen mnahal ang isat-isa. From Edward’s story.. I learned something. Never ask for something ur partner cant give you. Nung 10 kase nagaway kame. Or mas tama na sabhng ‘inaway’ q xa. I was expecting too much from him. I was expecting so many things na he would do for me. Gs2 man niang gawen, di nia mgwa coz of very limited resources. He felt na wala xang kwntang bf. And I also told him n he knows nothing but to say sorry. So ayun I badly hurt his feelings. Nung 11, which was yesterday, di pa ren kme ok.Monthsary pa naman naming db? Nlmn q n he never slept thinking of me and thinkng n npkawalang kwnta nia. Nung narinig q ung story ni Edward, nauntog aq. Na-realize q n dapat di aq ngeexpect mxdo from him. Na I shud be thankful na ung mismong existence nia eh gift n saken ni God. Kanina, I said sorry sa text. I told him n aykong mwla xa saken. And that mgbbgo nako. So we were both happy and sweet again with each other. I realized na mhal n mhal q tlga sya and mahal n mahal din nia aq. I’m very lucky to have him.

Dumaan c Kuya jam.

Haay,,,,pcenxa n if ever may nkkbsa ng blog n to. Ang haba2.
Thanks for reading anyway(kung meron man)

waaaaa...

2006-04-08T12:50:00.001-07:00

waaaaa....(as the title implies) may pasok n tom...huhuhuh...aralan nnmn 'to....buti may bakasyon na ilang days kahit paano....

waaaaa...

2006-04-08T12:50:00.000-07:00

waaaaa....(as the title implies) may pasok n tom...huhuhuh...aralan nnmn 'to....buti may bakasyon na ilang days kahit paano....

s0...

2006-04-08T11:54:00.000-07:00

my LUVEE..

erlier yesterday while i was w8ng 4 adam to arrive(coz he was ordered by my dad 2 buy sugar 4 taho) i watched d cd ray-an lend me..it was entitled "da vinci code deceptions" and i was right bout it dat itwasnt the film.of course it isn't but ray-an insists dat it is.
and so i watched it,and i was right, it wasn't really the movie...
it was about the many frauds written on the novel..
and to think that i really lked it?
and so now i dont..the author of another book..i forgot the title..told on the video dat he has (almost) d same story and some of the happenings were on the same pages...kinda cool huh?(well im planning to get a copy of dat book)...and so dan browns work was some sort of imitation of that story..but of course he denies that..
and 4 those who have read it..remember at the front page?that there were some stuffs written there that he(dan brown) claims to be true?
actually there were some...not some but huge errors on that..
there really was a priory of sion but it wasnt establshed at the date written there..but rather a thousand yrs after (or b4?)..
opus dei wasn't a secret society..in fact it was honored by the catholic sect..and that it's not true that they hire albinos to kill someone or whatsoever, rather, it was a group devoted to promote divinity..
and it was also stated there that all definition of artifacts blah* blah* were acurate...it wasnt..
questions were raised there like 'was jesus really married to mary magdalene' like what dan brown claims to be?
'was she one of his disciples?'
'were famous people like leonardo da vinci and isaac newton in on the secrets?'
etc...etc...
its 4 u t find out guys haha!
but this is really one cool cd...
dvd rather...
i was really amazed... :)
thanks to ray-an for lending me this cd.. :)
u know what?i was kinda irritated wen i was watching this..my ate is using d phone nd she's distrbing me like hell! hate her 4 doin that! porke d lang nia nbsa ung buk...hmmmppp...

at asar din aq kay ray-an 4 not txtng...cgro wla png sampu ung txt nia saken ngaung arw n 2..ewan q s kanya!

nga pla i got my sun bill..my bill was around 500+...and it wasnt stated there where i got the other charges...but it made me smile that i got to txt 3265(2 b exact) texts to other sun users..di n msma...ang msma eh ung cgnal nila n may sumtyms!... hey sun cellular! could u pls improve ur services nmn? andmi n ngang gmgmit ng sun eh...wla p rng pgbbgo...

and so? ngaun im just typing here...missing my luvee so much.. i dont know if ill attend his kuya's swimming birthdy celeb...nkkhiya andun ung mga kaklase nung kuya nia eh(malamang xa ung may b-day db?) nwei... HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!

surfing friendster etc...etc...

thanks for visiting my blog nga pla...my senseless blog...

till here... :)

h0w sAd... ;c

2006-04-06T13:08:00.000-07:00

:C :C :C :C :C malungkot tlga aq.kxe feeling q ngkaka-watak-watak n kme.it all started nung di kame sabay2 ng-enroll.the 5 of us :miko,jako,nathan,joyce nd i, enrolled on the same date together with our other classmates while yna nd francis didn't join us on our new section.Jen is transferring which added to my sadness :C>>>i read on francis' blog na he really planned n wag smby samen ng enrollment because he said that he wants to prove something n wala kmi by his side which was ok lng saken.and that he wants to accompany ahlly and yna.sa 22o lng,ok lng nmn kng ganun pero sana in-explain nia muna samen kxe in d first place, kame ung mga unang ksma nia sa skul.although we're not saying na lahat ng mga dapt niang gawn eh ipaalm nia samen,ang point q lang eh sana sabihan nia kame kxe afterall,kaibigan nia kame.and di kami mga so-called nah 'nagpapanggap' na mga kaibigan coz in our hearts, mahal namen xa.di ko alm kng maaasar aq or uunawain q xa.tingin q kc di p nia alm ung reason kng baket nagagalet c jako ng ganun.at hndi nmn tlga pra sa kanya ung galet n un eh.ang akla nia kxe, we are mad because hndi xa smby.cgro a part is yes, now na nlmn q pah n tlgng ayw nia kameng sbyn, but there is anther reason behind that.i'm confused kng pnnwalaan q un.2 n clng ngpatunay.i just hope n hndi 22o un,ansama naman kxe.haaayyyy,,,dati-rati, di aq problemado sa mga kaibgn q nung highschool.mxdo kc aqng attached kay ray-an nun eh.ngaung college, di kame mgksma kya napamahal aq ng husto sa mga 'to.mabuti b un o msma? AH EWAN?!?!?!??!

My fiRSt eNtrY...

2006-04-06T12:26:00.000-07:00

a picture of mine ^_^.....so this is my very first blog ever...well,i still dont know much on operating this stuff but i know i'll get used to it as time goes by.i don't usually write stuffs bout me but then, i am a bit sad right now because of what is happening to my 'barkada'.you'll get to know bout it on my future posts.And this will be my output whenever i feel sad and feel insecure bout my life and sorroundings.so hope you'll enjoy reading my life online :)